I dont know is it just me or evryone will go through this one which the hardest part of yr life as a teenager ? Nah not really, I dont think everyone akan melalui phase ni in yr life. 

So, cakap pasal move on.

Moving on is nvr easy. I mean, it nvr was. You named it, evrythg. It nvr as easy as you thought. Its a completely unrealistic expectation tht you're going to move on immediately. I mean, hello people mungkin akan ckp "You've got to move on." "Get over this." "Just stop thinking." Of course you need time and the more you beat yrself up telling yrself you shld, you've to move on at a quicker pace, the longer it will actually take.

You said to yrself okay kena lupakan, lupalah, hilanglah, lupalah, hilanglah, but when someone mention his/her name, you akan rasa mcm ada renjatan elektrik menikam nikam. That is why, instead of forcing yrself to do tht, allow it to happen naturally. At yr own pace. 

Tht was a year ago. Lol. Hey if you're reading this, my bad I belum move on.

1959, 31st July 2016.

Semester 4'2016

Assalamualaikum. Well hello there :)

After 7 months, baru nak update semula my post here. So, here I am.

Sekarang dah sem 4, and I thought evrythg will be fine bcs this is short sem, 7 weeks only. Tapi masyaAllah rupanya hectic gila woi. Hectic bcs too many works, and too many benda sumbat dlm kepala (especially kelas mandarin) - sampai skrg I rasa mcm why I masuk kelas mandarin, wehh mandarin susah gila kot (its pronunciation and tone) aaaaaa I rasa mcm why didnt I apply for Japanese Language (bcs hari hari I tngk Doraemon - ye cartoon tu).

And regret jugak why didnt I apply for Arabic Language (bcs dah ada basic and my SPM pun A+ for arabic subject haha lels). Masa kengkawan tanya knp tak sambung Arabic I told them "Just want to try something new?" Well, I'm still alive anyway dah nak habis sem ni pun. Tinggal next week je, and then exam dua paper. Lol.

Okay, this sem I ada 5 subject.

Educational Research
Teaching of Reading
Mandarin Language

Only 2 of them ada yg masuk final which are Teaching of Reading and Entrepreneurship.

Tajweed haritu dah hafazan, tilawah and tajwid.
Mandarin ada 3 quizzes wehh, 2 assignment essays with one group project (my group dpt nyanyi)
Educational Research pulak haaa yg ni payah gilaaaa kena buat thesis lels

and for lagi dua subject tu presentation, assignment, microteaching. Haa cemtu la mcm biasa. (still wonder kenapa I ckp psl ni semua) lels

Alright, so I dah habis MUET for July session. Lol. My comment is final exam tahun lepas lagi susah drpd MUET tu. Itu je my comment, so this sem tinggal less than 14 days from now. Sekarang ni biasalah masih lagi hectic dengan assignment, microteaching. Dengan satu je kot progress test. Oh ya, mandarin final project kena nyanyi (my group chose Frozen punya lagu haha) - but in Mandarin language la. About my koko dgn siskor, this sem final sem la. Ada dinner je tinggal nak kena attend, test pun I belum submit lagi huhu sabar je la.

So basically semester ni memang paling busy, which I know well semester depan lagilahhhhh busy. Its okay at least koko dah takde :')

I learned so many things setahun dah rupanya kat UniSZA ni, banyakkkk sangat lelagi bila kat tempat org kan. Jauh from family. Kalau nak list rasanya tak cukup ? Afraid of anythg missing.

So alhamdulillah, thank you Allah :D

1940, 31st July 2016.