GERAKAN HATI - KUCING


Assalamualaikum. Hai.


Haha. Tergerak hati nak update blog pulak.


No, it wasnt about anythg special pun but then this is what happened these few days to me: such a simple thing tapi i rasa wow la of course the coincidence was nice and idk im happy w it.


Okay mcmni, i mmg ada prepare food fr cats bcs selalu kan ada kucing dtg bilik nak minta makan tapi selalunya mesti makanan takde or they dont eat it so i decided to beli la makanan kucing for these cats so bila diorang dtg i can give foods bcs i feel bad nanti they come i cant give food just bcs i dont have makanan yg sesuai for them hahaha 😂


so throughout the semester memang kucing yg sekor tu je (lets call her popo) yg dok mai bilik ni. pernah la masatu i ajak dia tidur sekali tapi dia semangat nak jenjalan amek angin malam nak tidur luar gak n suruh bukak pintu haa kau pergi sana nak tidur luar sangat kan.


okaylah begitu ceritanya. tapi dah 3/4 minggu jugak popo tak mai bilik masatu sekali pernahlah dia dtg sekali mintak makan pahtu blah.


dan skrg ni end of semester final pun dah tinggal satu paper je n then i tergerak la hati nak habiskan makanan kucing yg tinggal sikit tu dlm plastik tu kan nanti lepasni nak cuti sem kang kesian pulak food tu tak habis nanti lemau.


so i mcm dlm hati "nanti nak bagilah food tu kat kucing yg selalu kat bawah blok ni" 


tp masatu i ada bad menstrual pain so i cant walk -_- seriously i cant walk kecuali gi toilet satu malam tu n then around 11 pm gitu this popo shout at my door like 'MEOWWWWWW' w her super loud n cute voice asking fr food. i masatu tngh tngk movie 'HAA KAU TIME NI LA NAK DTG HAA YE KEJAP' 


Popo hafal bilik i ke hewhew. padahal after about a month dia baru nak mai bilik i mintak makanan hahahaha.

okaylah tamat tu je cite i. ptg td mlm td pun dia ada dtg dua tiga kali mintak makan gak. lelss


okaylah tamat. esok paper mandarin i. ptg pulak tu harapnya i dpt study awal pagi esok sbb i lah paling pemalas sekali saat ini. okaylah tak sbnrnya i tak malas i cuma takleh focus gitu. 


okaylah bye.


30/12/2016 0114


SOLAT SUNAT ISTIKHARAH (THOUGHT)


Assalamualaikum. hai guys. 

so harini i nk share something, i mean its kind of what across my mind - yes, abt solat istikharah, or the doa istikharah itself.

one of my friend ada prnh ckp 'patutnya solat istikharah ni buat tetiap hari, sbb hari hari kita buat pilihan'

im in total agreement w her.

typical malay will think tht istikharah = jodoh.

but the meaning of istikharah itself? meminta bantuan Allah dalam membuat pilihan dalam pelbagai perkara dan urusan.

see ? minta Allah mudahkan evrythg la in yr daily life.

okay, knp kena buat solat istikharah? bcs evryday kite akan hadap jugak situation like which one shld i choose 'nk mkn apa ek' 'nk pakai baju yg mana ek' 'nk buat ap ek harini'

prnh tak u guys rasa mcm menyesal 'eii knp i tak buat ceni' 'kalau mkn lauk tu tadi mesti lg sedap' 'eii nyesal pakai tudung ni tadi'

haa these kind of situation yg sangatlah remeh mcmni la. 


so other thn practising tahajud, baca quran, dhuha, witir in yr daily life why not practising this solat sunat istikharah? 

tapi kan, paling i jatuh cinta mestilah doa istikharah yg dah dilagukan itu. subhanallah nice betul makna doa tu. ala dgr kat youtube ada. doa istikharah eheh. 

thanks ana sbb kenalkan kat i doa tu :) i hope i can say thanks to you but idk how..... really...


wassalam

1923, 24/10/16, SH213


Izinkan patik membebel.


Last published on Sep 5, 2016. Ahhaaa 


Assalamualaikum guyssss. Lels


Alright actually i dont have one in mind on what topic im going to write here. But lately ive been thinking of someone tht i love la senang cerita. hahahaha. Lama kot since form 2 but then end up gitu gak. Biasa ahh en monyet puppies koala kenggeru ke penyu ke haa cemtu la. Love is in the air.


Hello bro if youre reading this, seriously youre such a dick :) But on the other side youre still my favourite lols (The one w H) I cant remember when is it I started to ignore all those feelings, you know its just happened. 


But what I noticed things tht happened to me are : I'm so crazy of movies, doraemon, cartoon (fr the time being mr bean and shin chan je la yg lain i belum terjebak lagi) and then i'm being soooo childish again (i mean hell yeah) sangatlah childish idk maybe sbb tesl kan bnyk bljr pasal bebudak and then to get into them mcmtu la en paham tak.

Seriously I tak pernah la nak ngam dgn baby ke bebudak so this is how im into them i mean at least i tried okay ? im tired if trying already. tesl really get me brain popped out you know like out of banana cemtu. paham tak. im already lost my mind jot down here i mean i really lost my mind rn sebab aaaaaa busy gila pastu gila.


Ahahaha tak ahh im doing fine actually you start to love evryone and pretend being happy go lucky (but i am most of the time) so, thts it ! alright so you know right once uve been hurt, you get scared to get attached again, bcs youre always thinking evryone you love will always end up hurting you. whoa im so good w words. 


yeah, true, me. Alright I really lost my words now i feel like not talking no writing and no evrythg. Im hungry :(


Skrg ni kalau nak spend my time pun i bnyk dgr lagu and go through the lyrics find the beauty in it, i mean the songs and lyrics and yeah that one.


p/s : Im sorry for tagging you here and there kat ig but I still wanted to share my happiness w you i mean that cats sooo cute, hey babe look at this its sooo funny yah i know you hate it. i mean sorry but who care ? sorry not so sorry. heh nampak sgt tak ehlas.

wassalam.


Friday, 1233 hrs. 
30/9/2016


SEM 5 !


Assalamualaikum and hai people. 

Sem 5, is going to b super hectic. Mana taknya, dgn project paper, covered 7-8 subjects ? Termasuk foreign language (I took mandarin)

Idk maybe belum adapt kot I rasa mcm banyak sangat yg tak kena in terms of hostel sampailah kelas sampai semua benda.

Haha. Skrg tgh takde rumet lg bcs my supposed-to-be rumet duduk luar campus, and im alone kat bilik. So sabarlah ye fr these few weeks tggu rumet baru masuk. At first, seram ahh gak takde rumet kan dgn tmpt baru lagi. First night je ada teman tidur. Second and third night im fine doing alone.

Lecturers mcm semua baru jumpa 😂 sebab sebelum ni belum prnh dgn diorg (certain je) . Subject dia, entahlah okay je kot tapi I suka take thing serious taksuka nak amek ringan ni kan soooooo basically semua subject tak boleh nak terlepas pandang 😵


My first three days kat sini I got major headache. Start drpd sampai unisza haritu pun, idk maybe time tu penat sangat sebab angkut barang berat tu semua sensorang kemas sebab pindah blok en. Mujur stor kat bawah je takdelah kena sampai blok belah sana.


And then, why ganu so hot waktu puncak. Sebab redah bawah matahari tu la i got headache ni. Pulak tu belah kanan je 😵 pls pls pls people, tolonglah bersyukur if youre okay w sunlight which dun requires you to really avoid from them.

I kena sikit je terus sakit kepala (sbnrnya since after spm haritu pun sakit kepala ni. Effect sebab stress time spm tu gaknya) 

Come on ye, ini bukan manja mengada takleh kena sunlight and so on bcs im fine kalau drpd pagi kawad kaki sampai pukul 11 tu and after that collapse.

Tp kalau balik kelas tu kena panas sikit masyaAllah ptg tu dia mai le tu dgn selalu makan berat lambat (take breakfast mcm biskut je ke lepastu makan lunch around 1 ) tu pun jadi punca headache dtg.


All I need masa masa ni, mandi basahkan kepala sejukkan badan, eat well, minum air masak banyak, and tidur. Itu jelah ubat yg membantu cause im tired makan panadol masyaAllah dia dah immune taw tak 😐 tak function pun. Pls okay guys take care of yrself 🙏

I know i'll survive, just bcs i belum go through semua ni its going to b super nightmare. 


Hope evrythg is fine. Pls 😭


Sept 5, 2016 / 2208 

THOUGHT - 1




So I found some tweets on twitter saying that a guy cheating on her. Basically, LDR ? Not really. Happens all the time.

So, here it is.

Masa awal awal kemain la kan acah je text pepanjang semua tu. Lpstu after 4-5 months reply pun tak, lambat. Sepatah sepatah. You know what ? Evryone deserves a life to live on.

Blablabla after few episodes. Tadaaa break up. I taknak la ckp apa apa kan but tht the truth ? It happened. Well come on, mestilah gaduh selalu. On small things. Make it bigger. Ikr.

And then, tht girl found he dated another girl. Obviously uglier thn you. Hahaha perasannya girl *rolled-eyes* Well you can laugh tht shes uglier well not really pretty sbb you make up 3-inch. Someone said tht 'at least he chose her over you.'

Nah girl. I back up dedua. To the fact tht tht guy is totally dickhead and you dont deserve him. 'Someone' also totally right bcs he/she said tht 'at least he chose her over you' ???

It happened.

MOVE ON ?



I dont know is it just me or evryone will go through this one which the hardest part of yr life as a teenager ? Nah not really, I dont think everyone akan melalui phase ni in yr life. 

So, cakap pasal move on.

Moving on is nvr easy. I mean, it nvr was. You named it, evrythg. It nvr as easy as you thought. Its a completely unrealistic expectation tht you're going to move on immediately. I mean, hello people mungkin akan ckp "You've got to move on." "Get over this." "Just stop thinking." Of course you need time and the more you beat yrself up telling yrself you shld, you've to move on at a quicker pace, the longer it will actually take.


You said to yrself okay kena lupakan, lupalah, hilanglah, lupalah, hilanglah, but when someone mention his/her name, you akan rasa mcm ada renjatan elektrik menikam nikam. That is why, instead of forcing yrself to do tht, allow it to happen naturally. At yr own pace. 


Tht was a year ago. Lol. Hey if you're reading this, my bad I belum move on.



1959, 31st July 2016.


Semester 4'2016


Assalamualaikum. Well hello there :)


After 7 months, baru nak update semula my post here. So, here I am.

Sekarang dah sem 4, and I thought evrythg will be fine bcs this is short sem, 7 weeks only. Tapi masyaAllah rupanya hectic gila woi. Hectic bcs too many works, and too many benda sumbat dlm kepala (especially kelas mandarin) - sampai skrg I rasa mcm why I masuk kelas mandarin, wehh mandarin susah gila kot (its pronunciation and tone) aaaaaa I rasa mcm why didnt I apply for Japanese Language (bcs hari hari I tngk Doraemon - ye cartoon tu).

And regret jugak why didnt I apply for Arabic Language (bcs dah ada basic and my SPM pun A+ for arabic subject haha lels). Masa kengkawan tanya knp tak sambung Arabic I told them "Just want to try something new?" Well, I'm still alive anyway dah nak habis sem ni pun. Tinggal next week je, and then exam dua paper. Lol.

Okay, this sem I ada 5 subject.

Educational Research
Teaching of Reading
Tajweed
Mandarin Language
Entrepreneuership

Only 2 of them ada yg masuk final which are Teaching of Reading and Entrepreneurship.

Tajweed haritu dah hafazan, tilawah and tajwid.
Mandarin ada 3 quizzes wehh, 2 assignment essays with one group project (my group dpt nyanyi)
Educational Research pulak haaa yg ni payah gilaaaa kena buat thesis lels

and for lagi dua subject tu presentation, assignment, microteaching. Haa cemtu la mcm biasa. (still wonder kenapa I ckp psl ni semua) lels


Alright, so I dah habis MUET for July session. Lol. My comment is final exam tahun lepas lagi susah drpd MUET tu. Itu je my comment, so this sem tinggal less than 14 days from now. Sekarang ni biasalah masih lagi hectic dengan assignment, microteaching. Dengan satu je kot progress test. Oh ya, mandarin final project kena nyanyi (my group chose Frozen punya lagu haha) - but in Mandarin language la. About my koko dgn siskor, this sem final sem la. Ada dinner je tinggal nak kena attend, test pun I belum submit lagi huhu sabar je la.


So basically semester ni memang paling busy, which I know well semester depan lagilahhhhh busy. Its okay at least koko dah takde :')


I learned so many things setahun dah rupanya kat UniSZA ni, banyakkkk sangat lelagi bila kat tempat org kan. Jauh from family. Kalau nak list rasanya tak cukup ? Afraid of anythg missing.

So alhamdulillah, thank you Allah :D


1940, 31st July 2016.

ROOMMATE, COURSE.




Assalam. Hello there !



Wow, quite long time tak menulis blog ni hihi. Yeah, last time I checked, Sept 2015 ? Tak la lama mana but lama la juga bcs yg latest tu pun poem or song em not sure.



So, here I am. Come out with, few words and stories. Oh yeah, I tak pernah lagi write pasal unija right ? eheh. Konon jaa nak berahsia. Actually I nak cerita pasal my rumet, Miss Muny. Course, Diploma  Physiotherapy under Faculty Health and Science. Senang kata budak medic la. Like I said, Miss Muny was my classmate since I was in form 4 eheh. Coincidence, satu bilik. Daripada I sem 1 sampai sem 3 sekarang ni. Dah lebih kurang six months la sebilik.



Close ? Sangat sangat. Takde rumet, feel empty inside. Kadang-kadang sehari tu nak nampak batang hidung tu kira wajib la tu. Padahal masa sekolah tak pernah pun rapat sebab Miss Muny garang and I nakal orangnya. Lulss (why they don’t have emoji ws here kat laptop ni pfth)



Okay, Miss Muny diploma tapi dia 3 years with 6 semester tapi I diploma but 2 years with 6 semester (including 2 short semester). Membawa kesan kpd cuti semester kami. Cuti dah tak sama, exam dah tak sama, it was quite hard sometimes sebab bila I naik sem mcm skrg ni, they are struggling for the few weeks to go before final exam.



Faham je la bila nak final mula la nak busy quiz, test, presentation bagai. Senang cerita yg I nak cerita kat sini, lahai busynya budak medic *palm face* I kesian sangat sebenarnya, keluar pagi balik petang, malam kadang tak sempat study dgn penat semua lagi.



Tak nafi la nak ckp, I am under Faculty of Language and Communication en. With the tesl course, rasa mcm senang la jugak nak bawak every subject, bcs it is something yg kite dah develop in our heart when we’re studying abt psychology of our students most probably abt how to attract our students when we’re teaching in the class (hard to handle)



Lagi satu, bcs I mmg suka sgt la this course I am really passionate to join it. Maybe sbb language ? And it is something tht we train everyday. Well to learn a language you’ve to practice everyday right ? Eheh.



Medic, I mmg anti biology sejak final exam form 4 dulu. I’d just realised mmg I tak suka gila subject tu (few reasons carried) . I tngk my rumet punya notes berselirat dgn abdomen segala jantung tangan nerves masyaAllah I mmg tak boleh bawak facts and facts (sebab tu la I tak masuk matric)


Rumet, okay nak cerita la. Miss Muny mmg caring overload. Eheh. Hari hari Tanya I dah makan ke belum, hari hari suruh tidur awal, hari hari mrh sebab I ni selalu leka main phone (twitter and games). Yela, dulu sem 1 pernah la leka sampai malam nak exam gaduh en lepastu satu subject dapat bawah sikit dari A kalau tak confirm 4.0. Haa kau. Tapi I salahkan diri sendiri je. I taknak salahkan org lain sebab result tu result kita kan, puncanya kita, kenapa nak salahkan org lain en ?


Sem 2, okay. Too many group works, group presentation. I paling stress 2 benda ni la sebab ramai kan sleeping partner wujud dalam donya ni ? -_- Okaylah, kiranya I nak ckp kalau my course tu, susahnya benda tu je la. Tapi sebenarnya okay je. Hehe. Budak medic, study and study. Itulah key dia kan ? practice.



But in tesl we’re not. We’re not study and study but we apply it bcs kita nak sampaikan ke anak anak kecil kan ? It is something that we’ve to practice kalau tak mmg awkward la nak bercakap kat depan and tajamkan our soft skills. Lebih kepada diri sendiri pun ye juga.


And,for me I learn language through songs and movies. Eheh. Drpd benda-benda yg enjoyable pun I boleh study juga :) Sebab tu la I suka tesl sebab I suka relax je. Tapi, sebenarnya tidaklah serelax itu bcs we’ve linguistic and educational psychology, contemporary educational issues that we’ve to study yg benda benda tu kena surf net. Cari sendiri kat internet.


We don’t have too many slides, books tht we’ve to buy – no, we don’t have tht. Biasanya buat research kat internet je. Kalau rajin pergi library but mostly buku library level degree. Sebab questions yg ada pun kdg kdg boleh fikir sendiri, sebab ye la. Study pasal study kan ? Pasal sekolah, subjects, students. Language. Yes, language.



I tak lah ckp benda tu senang as in senang but bila dah minat kan, benda jadi mudah :) So much enjoying moment I’ve been through here. Course and rumet ? I take it as – subjective. The perks. The dark sides.



Wht path you’re on, just live your life. Cherish it.




End, wassalam.


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