"Describe Aten."

Rose garden filled with thorns 

Assalam heya.

This post actually ditulis pd January 2015 sooo I rasa I malas nak publish je sebab malas nak turn on lappy soo haa cemtu la haa faham tak ? Tak ahh sebenarnya dah lama tulis post ni and ss pic kat bawah ni pun lama dah lama. Tapi baru nak publish. MasyaAllah Aten cakap tak terang cemana ni Aten masyaAllah. Okay.

puncanya satu je. Satu je. Boring. Dia kalau tak boring tak punya nak post ke apa ke kan.  Ada la jadi maid 24/7 with gaji pahala. Jaga kucing jaga pokok tolong siapkan order nak makan apa ye mak abah nanti Paten buatkan ye. 

Dan mesti text, "Mak nak masak tak"

Kalau tak menu yg sama aherher sorry I tak reti masak you. Okay, I'm not talking to you. 

So, I gave few texts to my friends sounded this, "Describe Aten." 

Hahaha guys ? You're pretty rock. Thanks la melayan seorang Aten yg quiet addicted to know who is Aten and why is that ? Huh ? So, thats me. Scale 1 to 10 for agreed ? okay la I bagi 8/10 aherher. But who knows people change :)


Apa ek lagi nak bebel ? masyaAllah kering idea. Haaa. Tapi kan sebenarnya senang nak describe Aten is such unpredictable laa. Hmm cemtu. Sebab iman tu ada naik ada turun kott ? Ala biasalah perempuan, kan banyak karakter ? Boleh jd doc chef cikgu police bomba tentera singer cashier accountant and the list goes on, rolled in one. Seriously I tak tipu hahahaha.


I boleh je jd ala ala mak datin pastu bertukar jd grumpy cat pastu tetbe jadi princess pastu nak lagi teruk jd, 


Childish. Tapi dgn org yg Aten syg je la jd childish. Dgn org lain tak, itu namanya gedik. And I ni mmg type yg masyaAllah kau gedik gedik mehh sini tampo sikit haa cubit kang haa pandai eah diaa amboiii. 


Okay.



Dulu punya cita cita after SPM nak bukak kelas mengaji tapi hmm cam biasa la kelaut. Okay we back to our main topic. Some of my friends said that "Jawapan Aten meyakinkan." walaupun jawapan tak betul. HAHAHA.

Situation first, dorm

"Aten, nak pilih baju yg mana satu ek. Colour apa sesuai ?"

"Yang oren." Sounded mandatori and its a full stop.

"Okay."

Second, supermarket with my mum

"Paten, nak beli ayam tak ?"

"Takyah." 

Third, foodcourt

"Nak makan sini ke ?"

"I cari sit."
"Nak minum ?"
"You je minum. I taknak. Serious."

Fourth, bookstore

"Buku ni best tak ?"

"Tak."

Am I that TOO brave ? Too quick for an answer. And lastly, yg pasal describe Aten. MasyaAllah guys. Never missed that "Garang" part. And I love that stick to prinsip diri. Well, it feels not right actually. Sebab apa taw ? Serik kot kena bash *peace* but I dont care. 

Mende dah betul cakap je la. Kalau tak betul tegur la. Dan lepas kena tegur memang salah sorang kena tempik kena marah kena nangis baru tamat cerita. Hahaha ganasnya Atennnn.

I've got too many philosophy in my life. 

Hahahaha dan dgn philosophy tu aku pernah jugak termakan diri sendiri. Amekau. Tapi Aten kan tornado mix hurricane so bila dia bertembung senang je nak recover balik hahahahahaha !

Like seriouslyyyyy. I boleh buat you guys nangis okay. Jangan memain. 

No actually dia punya formula being to brave and berani to face the music je. And smart in controlling the situation. Kalau tak reti control at least mengalah takpun minta maaf la lepastu. Macam Aten *peace*

Tapi Aten is jenis yg taknak kalah in any argument. Argue la sangat. Tapi bila buat discussion ke apa biasanya I'll not object any idea. Listen to others. Aite ?

Hahahahahahahahaha mende paling penting sebenarnyaaaa I suka level infinity dgn rosessssss. Nak pergi Delhi kat sana boleh dapat 1 lori buat mandi buat tidur buat makan buat spa buat apa lagi semua boleh guna roses bestnyaaaa auw. Lelagi time spring punya season. 


Okay thats enough. Its a wrap pheww. Bye !

Wassalam xD

"Nak roses."
"Tunggu 5 tahun."

From : SyahidahZ

Assalam. Heya guys ;)


Written on : November 2014

Mata dikerdipkan berkali-kali. Terasa macam impossible. “Kak Nurul Fatin Hamdan ke ni ? Oh man. Comelnya.” Getus hati.

Mata dihala semula pada’nya’ yg sedang berbual kosong rancak dgn kak Mimie. Haih, almaklumlah lama tak jumpa, ceh padahal 1 bulan lebih je pun. Ngee. Tahun ni aku form 1. Aku kenal kak Aten almost 2/3 years but ni kali pertama jumpa depan-depan. Selalunya baca pasal dia through her life-blog lah. Eheh, walaweyh. Cantik dan smart blog dia.

Yang aku tahu, dia ada kucing. And she loves them very much sampai tak sanggup berenggang. Dari gaya dia tulis pun dpt agak kak Aten seorg yg tak-kesah-apa-orang-cakap-pasal-dia dan ceria. Hihi

By the way, tengok luaran nampak mcm kakak sado. Tough gitu. Tapi who knows what is going on in her heart right ?

Okay, itu baru mukadimah.

Rasa berdebar-debar pun ada. Sebab tahun lepas tak duduk 1 dorm dengan senior. Tapi tahun ni ? Allah.. ramai pula tu. Tapi, harapnya dpt suaikan diri la. Tu je.

Bermulalah awal tahun ini, aku dan Kak Aten satu dorm. Unbelievable. Tambah unexpected bila dpt satu dorm dgn Shabiha and Syasya. Wuish, hilang jugaklah rasa takut tu. Dan katil aku bersebelahan dgn kak Aten !

Belum cerita bila ada football match. World cup. Aha semua tu. Sampai ada satu malam kak Aten balik prep crying. And when asked her why, she didn’t answer.

And the other day, she told “Man City kalah game malam td.”

Ek ena. Ketawa pecah. Apela kak Aten. Ahahaha.

Almost a year, belum cerita pasal Jujo and the gang. Haa tu lagi excited dia cerita. Sengih memanjang.

Almost a year, again. Bedtime story sampai pukul 2 pagi padahal esoknya kitorang exam Sejarah and minggu depannya SPM starts ! Pergi toilet berjemaah suddenly terdengar anjing menyalak habis berterabur balik dorm semula ! 

Betulla kata orang, “Benda paling ingat bila kita buat kerja gila.”

You will never miss those memory until you left them.

Until you left us.

Until we cant evermeet eyes with eyes.

Memory

A long-lasting memory.

True story.

Ini bukan fantasi macam Dash ke Trisy ke Fend ke K²

Tapi ini reality.

Mungkin bukan untuk dikenang.

Mungkin juga untuk dibuang.

Moga kata bukan sekadar kata.

Moga Dia berkati perkenalan kita.

#MaafTerlaluBunga

<3 Nota kaki drpd kak Aten : Ahahahahaha wehhh rindu gila kat hengkorang la ek. Bila akak nak dtg Maahad ? Hahaha better dont ask. Nak pergi kedai keluo rumah pun tak reti nak jejak Muar drpd BP ni lulss. Anyway, thanks guys sebab Allah aturkan kehidupan form 5 akak kat hostel to meet such an awesome baby girls. Mana boleh lupa, Nina Syera Syeida Shaby Syasya Ejaa :D

Till we meet again my baby girls ! InsyaAllah ;)

jamuan dorm. tapi kak Aten tak join huhu sedih la gak tapi okay je. Sebab malam tu ada tuition apa ntah tak ingat pulak. Lagipun mmg suruh korang on je kan nanti kak Aten tinggal makan hahaha. Gembira. Takpe, tngk korang happy akak happy je ;) 



Dan akak tahu korang mesti rindu nak dgr kak Aten bebel kan lelagi kalau dorm sepahh haa ni yg pantang ni jgn sampai akak kemas nanti semua hilang hahahahaha. Takpe, kak Aten baik. Kak Aten penyayang. Aiwahh puji diri sendiri. Korang stay kat Maahad belajar pepandai tahu ? Bumi tarbiyah tu. Syukur sangat dpt masuk Maahad. Lelagi dok hostel masyaAllah pengalaman hidup (walaupun banyak dah dilontar kebelakang segenap inci memories aiwah)




But, things are easier than done aite ? 

And the memories I never can escape ;)

Love : kak Aten 

FATIN = 18th

Al-fatihah.

"Bila you nak tinggi ?"

"Haaa pendek ke ?"

"Haah."

Assalamualaikum, terima kasih ya Allah, alhamdulillah.

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal, well I'm officially 18th ! hahahahaha seriously I cant believe myself, dah lepas level kanak kanak, and paling penting restricted age is not me anymore. Duh, terabur engllish.

"You punya suara lain."

"Haha, ape yg lain ?"

So, on my birthday, thanks classmates, friends, relatives, and not to forget my beloved family ! Haha sampai penat pun yaa jugak jari mereply segala text messages, whatsapp, twitter, facebook. Ahahaha rasa bahagia katekoooo.

"Nak roses..."

"Tu ada tu."

"Ala tapi biru."

"Your tudung biru kan. Tu pink ada."

"Tapi suka merah je. Nak merah."

Terima kasih mak and abah :') ugh feeling like crying. Sebab care too much and be there when I am losing myself and sooo afraid of the real. And tak pernah jemu, tired to hear my endless problems. I just dont know how to thank you guys mak and abah <3 

Thanks abah for the call ! 

Thanks mak for the song !

Thanks along for the novel !

Thanks angah for the missed call !

Thanks abg ery for the haha ada wish ke tak ea ?

Thanks ame for touched my cheeks and said, "Woi Paten ! Birthday !"

"Gaya jalan still sama."

"Perati ea ?"

Thanks group relatives hahahahaha from Mak Ngah, Mak Lang, Mak Usu, Pak Lang, Pak Usu, Pak Uda and semuaaa sekali heee x) 

"Cepat la amek mana you suka. I bayar."

"Nanti kang I amek memacam je nanti."

Kawan kawan semua, you guys are awesomeeee !!! Ahahaha I dont know how to express this feeling tapi yg pasti kalau you guys in front of me confirm aku peluk hugs masyaAllah aummmmmm ! Nak nangis je rasa,

D'aneez, thanks for the voicenote !

Mimie, thanks for the roses !

Nasyu, thanks for the longestt wishes I got sampai 52 texts tuuu :)

Azreen, Manda, Najihah, Bella, Izzatul, Nasup, Myra, Dayah, Asma, Syai Khai, Ekin, Chik, Eyca, Buby, Fazira, Najeh dan semuaaa sekaliiii x)

"I waited drpd pukul 12 mlm td sampai lahh pagi tadi sampai skrg pun. Still, you sengaja ke apa ?"
"Haha nak wish ke ni ? Nanti laaa."

Alsooooooo, seniorssss :) especially kak Hanis, kak Mirza hihii thankssss hakak cechantekkkk wuuuuu x) thanks kak hanis for the opinion, mind sharing, acting as crutches for me :)

"You memang suka pakai tudung kain cemni ke ? (satin) "

"Haah, senang nak bentuk."

And thanks Chiko and Jujo sebab doa Paten dah makbul to see you guys sihat after having bad flu ! Tapi sedih laaaa Yoyo tak balik rumah lagi wuwuwuwwwww :'( Chiko, Jujo, doakan Paten ye ?

"Nak tengok wayang..."

"Hahaha, habis cemana. Takde masa kan..."

Teringat tahun lepas, sangat nightmare. Haha sumpah rindu budak hafiz muda f3 tahun lepas (ladies) sebab korg pepagi nyanyi kat bilik akak ! Pastu junior dorm mate tabur bedak depan locker ! Classmates nyanyi utk Aten, time tuition chemist kat physics lab nyanyi lagi x) Such a great moment I had :')

MasyaAllah rindunya kat budak dorm tahun lepas.

"Apelaa tudung senget taknak tegur."

"Hahahaaaa okay la tu."

I dont know which part of me is turning 18th bcs I do addicted to spongebob, doraemon, and singing like do I care about youuuu ?

Hahahaha I wish I have an account WeChat rn x) Becauseeee


"I dah post gambar I kat wc."
"Mana aciii ss bagi kat I."



Okay, why did 7th March sgt bermakna for me ? Bcs 8th March - which is tomorrow adalah cukup setahun MH370 hilang :( #PrayForMH370 

End, wassalam.

"Okay, I dah kena balik."
"You. Happy birthday."


:D